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mrsmoseychuck
Good morning, I have a physio therapist appointment today. I'm scared of this one. She'll be bending my legs and getting me to do exercises. After my appointment I'm going to try to find my way to another library to read or if I see a bus home I'll take that.

This morning I had a blueberry muffin for breakfast. It was so good.

Wishing everyone a good day.

Laurie.

Happy mothers day
mrsmoseychuck
I'm up early to get ready for mother's day. I don't have any kids, but I have a mom. I hope she likes the gift I bought her from David's tea. It's from the whole family and Dyllon. I'm so excited about today. I graduated in 2007 and my parents got my grad picture yesterday. I can't remember what I looked like. I can't wait to see.

Laurie.

Saturday
mrsmoseychuck
Good morning, I'm waiting for mail and I'm becoming impatient with it. It will likely take around 6 weeks or more for me to get. How will I deal with the wait? I'll manage if what I'm waiting for is approved.

I went shopping last weekend for mother's day. I went to David's tea and chose 3 tea for the price of 2. I hope Mom likes the ones I chose. I can't wait to celebrate with her. Dyllon found something for Colina there too and he's taking her golfing.

I went to my favorite spot finally the other day. It has been too long. The library. I checked four books out. I'm really into one, The Age of Hope by David Bergen. Instead of listing all the shows I watch, maybe I'll list all the books I read.

I'm trying to catch up on journals. I'll never get through them all, but I'll read some.

Ps. I don't sleep all the time anymore. Wahoo!

Laurie

I'm back!
mrsmoseychuck
Hi,
I know it's been much too long, but I'm here now. I saw my psychiatrist and I said goodbye to that idea. She said she was only there to prescribe pills. I got off trintillex. I had major withdrawal to that with heart burn, but I'm good now.

I wanted to get a quick update in on my cool new Android phone. I loves it!

Laurie.

Easter 2016!
mrsmoseychuck
Dyllon and I went to his Mom's and Scott's to celebrate Easter. Of course we left late. Pumpkin blamed me and I blamed him. Whatever. Colina didn't care, neither did Scott. They offered drinks. I took red wine for once. It shocked my throat. I heard Scott mention orange juice. That is suddenly my favourite. I'm getting out more. When the chance came I wasn't saying no to walking a little puppy named Kelsey while Dyllon walked Joey. Kelsey seemed to have trouble deciding where she was going to the washroom if she even needed to. lol. I'm going to hopefully get pictures to post. We played Trouble. Scott won like every game.

I got a photo to post of the puppies.



Kelsy is the smaller one and Joey is the bigger one.


Scott and Colina went away to Mexico. They brought back gifts for Dyllon and I. Dyllon got grasshopper decoration. I got a lovely elephant decoration that I love! Thank you both.

Laurie.

Anxiety
mrsmoseychuck
Dyllon invited me to a movie on Thursday. Alex came too. Of course when I go out it means anxiety comes with me. The three of us were going to enjoy Batman Vs. Superman. I would have cheered for Superman. I'm more caught up and attached to him. I started getting sick. Eventually I called Dad to see if he'd get me. I didn't want to interupt Dyllon. Dad agreed to come get me. Thank you Dad! You're my hero. I don't know what I'd do without you.

So I started thinking and it came down to wtf? Is this how you're going to live your whole life girl? It's not how I plan to live my life!

I want my anxiety and fear gone. I want to go for nice strolls around my block with a cane because when I fall without it I can't get back up.

Other than that I want my apartment clean! I plan to work my ass off this weekend to get it to spic and span!

Happy Easter weekend kiddies and all.

I'll be celebrating my Easter Sunday at Colina's place with her boyfriend and Dyllon. :)

I just realized that I'm anxious about being anxious! I don't even know where to start on that one!

Laurie.

Wednesday
mrsmoseychuck
The kangarooplace didn't open until 4 so the guys went to crave burger. I don't think they count veggie burgers as hamburgers. lol.

My pshychiatrist wants me up and dressed early once a week. Dyllon and Dad didnt take that well so Dyllon's got me on a routine. I hate alarms!!! I have to find a soft soothing song that makes waking up gentle.

My birthday fell on March 21. Tara had her third baby on the 20th. Hopefully she'll be able to get her tubes tyed now since that's all she wants. That's my want and I haven't had any to make people think differently! I had pizza, garlic fingers, cake on my birthday. I got the game trouble that I wanted. Dyllon, Alex and I are seeing Superman VS Batman when it comes out. So excited!

Laurie.

Burger week
mrsmoseychuck
Of all things he could try Dyllon is having a kangaroo burger today. This week is hamburger week so he'll have lots of hamburgers. On the other hand I am not a fan of any.

I want to say so much more, but I am exhausted...

I hope those kangaroos are hopping.

Laurie.

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mrsmoseychuck
I'll start by reassuring you that I didn't delete anyone from my facebook. My new psychiatrist recommended me deleting facebook so that's gone. I deleted it last night and it is kind of calming. I don't wake up to a million notification that didn't matter. I just wanted to send a quick update with that for now.

Laurie.

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mrsmoseychuck
This is going to take me all the will I have to write. I don't know if I'll keep it together, but I will try. I have a hard time with my true feelings. I've been on rocky ground with Dyllon. He's been upset with me. Says he goes to work for us and when he comes home it's a mess. I do nothing but sleep. I hate that that's true. I think it's pills I'm on causing me to never feel awake. Today I'm getting out of bed, showering, recording a video journal for my own collection, cleaning, I'll eat cereal, soup, and whatever for supper, then I'll go for a walk tonight with Dyllon. Dyllon says if you don't eat you have no energy umm...okay, I'll eat for now on even if it's a cup of soup. I made it through. Woah. I'm not letting go. Candace is even helping me see what I should do through the days since I don't work. Thank you bestie.

Laurie.

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